nodwolf

Very late, I know but survival had to come first. Then I heard something that shook me to me core. Let me start from a few years ago and update you all. *And by you all I mean the nobody whom I used to have contact with here anymore :'( * If you weren't aware, I was in a triad relationship, with two other men. In January of 2021, my life became the lowest, most painful thing I could never have imagined. See, in some of my art submissions, you'll see my dog Riku. I had him from the moment he could be weened from his mother and I had him for 16 years, but sadly in January of '21, admist the decay of an emotionally and mentally abusive relationship, my little boy in the course of two days went downhill quickly. And those last moments were stolen from me by the two I was in a relationship with by telling me they thought I should get rest for the upcoming work day that they would allow me to use their vehicle to take him to the vet afterwards. In my distressed mindset, I believed them.

I've been working on a new art project using a different style. And medium. I'm doing clay-doh sculptures of the seven deadly sin/seven heavenly virtues. Uploads soon! *Hopefully* And the next journal update will be about what I've been surviving and overcoming. Nothing heroic, but... Definitely depressing and heartbreaking.